Fearless

Eight fears! Oh man, I really dislike this one, but let's see what I can come up with. 

8. The people I love dying. This is pretty heavy, I know. And I do realize that it's going to happen, but I fear it all the same. I have a bunch of really lovely, awesome people in my life, and I treasure them all, and want to keep them all forever. Dying doesn't really fit into that so much. So yeah, let's pass on that part. 

7. The people I love getting sick. I think the only thing worse than the people I love dying is watching them get sick and wither away. Things that I see everyday like cancer and crazy diseases, I'm terrified that those same people that I adore? That they're going to really sick and I'm going to be powerless to do anything about it. 

6. Bugs! Oh my, bugs. Bugs bugs bugs. I am freaking terrified by them. This is evidenced by me finding a cockroach once and calling my best friend, and then my mom to come to my house and kill it immediately, because lord knows that the first thing I do when I see a bug is run to my room, put a towel under the door, and pray that it won't come in and get me! 

5. Not graduating from law school. Law school is such a huge, massive thing, that not graduating is just...unacceptable. But still, I'm afraid that something will happen and I won't. 

4. Dark water....ESPECIALLY lake water in Arizona. I mean, every summer we hear all the time on the news that this person or that person died in the lake and their body wasn't recovered. That means that in that lake, there are just like, thousands of dead people. Therefore, I am scared of dead people filled dark water. Terrified, really. I always freak out when I first jump in, and hang on to some sort of flotation device. Like, the boat. :)

3. Ghosts. Not even gonna touch on this one, but I'm sort of terrified that they're real and that someday one is going to haunt me. 

2. Leeches. In rivers. Oh man, I'm getting the heebie jeebies even thinking about them. 

1. Any sort of surgery. I always have weird off the wall reactions to anesthesia, and I'm really terrified that someday I'm going to need an operation and I'm going to like, wake up on the table in the middle of it in some serious pain. 

I know, my fears are silly and mostly irrational, but that's all I'm prepared to delve into right now. :)